I feel like I have been living in the future a little too often lately, plotting things out and making plans.
It's not a good place for me to 'live', though of course we need to spend a little time there for our lives to function and improve. When I am thinking too much about the future, I tend to feel unsatisfied with the now. The present doesn't seem as good, as worthy, as enjoyable, as what I envision the future to be. I tend to feel anxious and I want to control things to ensure I get the outcome I desire. I tend to feel impatient and want to hurry things up. Just quietly, I make colossal mistakes when I want to hurry things up! This week I have realised (not for the first time!) that the Universe is on a different timetable to mine. This is a good thing. Who would've thought :-) Practically, this means that instead of making rushed or fearful emotional decisions, I can make timely ones with all the information that I have, as well as seeking out more information to help me if needed. With peace in my heart, I can ease up on the striving and the efforting and the pushing. I can surrender. I can trust. xx
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